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Why you can still read bad journals about me. =3

Sun Oct 18, 2009, 6:45 AM
As you might already know when you browse through my old journals, you may still find some outdated ones where you can read what kind of a spoiled, selfcentered little bastard I was back then. =3

It might've occured to you that I don't seem to have deleted these journals and the most simplistic answer I can give is: "Why should I!?" ;)
Some people after they've made a mistake, delete their journal. Saying that they're turning over a new leaf, that everything is forgiven and forgotten or because they made a mistake and see no reason for the journal to exist anymore.

I on the other hand want to show people that I'm human, that I'm a failable creature and that I, like everyone else, is bound to make mistakes.
Thus I keep these journals to show people how much I have grown and what I have learned in all these years.
I could play 'Mr. Perfect' by deleting some inciminating journals, but I'd rather keep them as a memento to tell myself and others: "This is how I was and this is where I am right now!".


If I make a mistake, I want everyone to know it. Since you all learn from your mistakes as I learn from mine. ^^
I want to show people that, no matter how good a person looks or how perfect his life and success might seem, their lives don't always have a silver lining. They might have done things, experienced things that they are asshamed of and want to forget, delete or remove as soon as possible.

My advice is to accept your mistakes as they are a part of who you are, learn from those lessons and move on. =3
I want to show people what kind of person I am without lying about myself, telling them what kind of person I truly am.

'forgive and forget' is one thing, but don't lose yourself in the fantasy that you have matured already. We all keep learning in our lives, we all discover moments where we thought: "Ouch! I could've done that better" or "I shouldn't have done\say this\that".

A bad penny always turns up, but it's your choice what you're gonna do with that penny. ;)

  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: Utadah Hikaru - it's a beautiful world
  • Reading: Birth by Sleep info! =P
  • Watching: The news on KHinsider and Heartstation!! =P
  • Playing: Kingdom Hearts 2 and 358\2 Days
  • Eating: Let's do the anorexia boogie! =P
  • Drinking: Irish coffee for a change! =3

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  • Current Residence: Under a gigantic sweaty and smelly paw :D
  • Interests: Videogames, Emulation, furry's, scaly's, Stomping, Vore, Macro, Micro ... :P
  • Favourite movie: Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi (Spirited Away)
  • Favourite band or musician: Utada Hikaru, BoA, Scatman John (erh... a lot)
  • Favourite genre of music: Music from games
  • Favourite artist: Mr.snail(diablo)-Sasuke79-Giran-Sparky-FallynAngel-Chatora-Kenny21-KillyDaFox-L'Charm
  • Favourite poet or writer: Michael Ancel (His game are poetry to me!)
  • Favourite photographer: Anyone smaller then me! so it can make a nice shot of my big sweaty sole!
  • Favourite style of art: Cartoon & Manga
  • Operating System: Windows XP
  • MP3 player of choice: The one I'm using now
  • Shell of choice: the koopa shell from the mario games
  • Wallpaper of choice: the one I have on my background
  • Skin of choice: A yellow furry skin with black stripes
  • Favourite game: Rayman, BGE, XIII, Zelda OOT, Spyro A Hero's Tail, POP - WW + T2T, MarioKart-DS, TombRaider Leg
  • Favourite gaming platform: Sony-PSP, Nintendo-DS, PC and GameCube
  • Favourite cartoon character: Billy the cat, Gatomon, Charmander, Agumon, Greymon, Pikachu, Raichu, Charizard (erh... a lot!)
  • Personal Quote: That black spot your standing in, is the shadow of my giant paw looming over you!
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, rotring, paper & scanner

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:iconfranky-thylacine:
Thank you for the fave :hug:
:iconbillythecat128:
no problem! =3

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I'd rather have fun with my friends who care about me,
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:iconatl14:
whats up, dude? =)

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:iconbillythecat128:
uhm, nothing really! :D
Hiya! ^^

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I'd rather have fun with my friends who care about me,
than fake friends who don't give a shit about me. :)
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:iconatl14:
*brings in Moa the Dragon* you remember this dude? =P

Moa: sup?

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:iconatl14:
same here =P
uhhh...:confused:...HI! :dummy:

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"I am the cotton swab! Release the wax ear person!" -Ed
:iconbillythecat128:
Good to know! ;P

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I'd rather have fun with my friends who care about me,
than fake friends who don't give a shit about me. :)
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:iconatl14:
lol

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"I am the cotton swab! Release the wax ear person!" -Ed

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